so i'm kind of at a slow point here... not compared to a year (or two, or three...) ago, but to a few months ago, definitely - that first year of art school got everything going... now i think and plan and wonder but can't seem to get started... oh wait, that's no different than during school there's just more pressure to stop thinking and start doing

so the pinhole stopped because i tried something different in the same camera, it fell apart, i put it together badly, it fell apart again, i started on a new camera, i'm not sure it's designed how i want it, blah blah blah... but i got a changing bag as an early birthday present though i'm trying to make a camera that doesn't need one... it'll advance from the outside, and be able to take 135 or 120 film... i wish i had access to the darkrooms, then i could make ultra-simple ones that took paper...

in other photographic news, there were several rolls of 400 Kodak Tri-X Pan sitting in a drawer for who knows how long, and i'm going to see if they're still usable... with a lensed camera methinks...

been feeling the urge to do some collaboration work, not sure exactly what... film swap double exposure, predetermined themes, set number randomness... yeah i'm stealing ideas...

man i wish i could do proper journal features... i guess i could do news...

ramble ramble

oh yes, the title... i keep posting random things, and i'm developing an irrational fear that my watchers will leave me if i post too many things they don't like... i stress irrational... if you don't see the value in screwing around, why should i mind if you leave? though i won't be adapting my art to my audience, i'm still curious, because i've gained watchers at all different times, what your most and least favourite themes / sections / media / time periods are... that is, why do you watch me?

btw, hello to all new watchers!


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